ALSO - she has been coughing stuff up and gagging on it . . . too long for me not to panic. It is the worst. There is not a chance that I will not sleep right beside her tonight. If she sleeps in her room, I will get up every single time she makes a noise for fear that she is choking.
It made me spastically wonder, "What do I do if she IS choking?" So I googled it and found some youtube videos. How did I learn things before the internet?
Will there ever be rest again? I hope so. Steven will be home in a few hours from his WAY TOO long trip.